July 27th, 2008 by arthiex
Monday, 28th July 2008 past midnight
just want to write even i don’t really know what to write….
it’s been 3 years since my dad gone….
i just read my brother’s blog and his comments for my blog and….
i’m sorry that i can’t understand you, bro….
i’m sorry if i always bother you….
i know you love me….i always do…..and i love you too….
i laugh and cry when reading your blog about jordy….miss him so much too….
i cry when reading your blog about dad….
i always cry if i remember him….
i cry when i have problems and remember that i dont have anyone else who i can send text message just to say "dad, i’m in a bad mood" and will reply with something that make me laugh….
it’s only 3 months before my graduation (hopefully)….
i hope i can finish my university and make my mom happy…..
it’s been 5 weeks and only 1 week left in Tumpang
i’m happy that i didn’t make a wrong choice when i joined this group….
i’m happy that we got Tumpang….
i’m happy that we have a lot of pic to memorize our journey and the journey still continue….
i’m happy that i got so many new experiences…..
i’m wasting too much time in Tumpang that all my friends at home said that i forget my own home…..
it’s really full of laugh in Tumpang…..
i really enjoy my internship in Tumpang….
i will always remember how we always late and haunted by the deadline every Thursday…..
Go Tumpangers!!!
That’s all folks!!!
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October 20th, 2005 by arthiex
Gak kerasa kalo besok tuh udah 100 hari gw keilangan orang yang paling gw sayangin,who is my lovely Daddy…He past away on 14th July because of the complication post TURP surgery…Gw masih bisa bersyukur bcoz when it happened i was there…We never know what is GOD plan…
Bokap tuh orang yang paling sabar, liberal en the most honest person i ever knew…Seinget gw dari gw kecil bokap tuh jarang pisan marah, bisa diitung jari kali bokap marah ke gw en ade gw…Bokap juga orang yang selalu tersenyum en kalo senyum tidak hanya di bibir tapi bener2 senyum yang tulus yang keliatan banget di matanya yang juga ikut tersenyum…selaen itu bokap tuh ga pernah maksa kita buat ngelakuin apa yang dia mau…He gave the final decission to us…pas gw milih skolah en jurusan, gw ga pernah denger bolap ngomong kamu tuh musti masuk sini, musti ngambil jurusan ini en bla bla bla…He gave an advice when i asked him but it was up to me…trus pas nilai2 gw jeblok eb gw sadar kalo gw ngecewain bokap ga pernah bokap marah2 soal itu…He just said that i had to study harder but he didn’t get mad or dissapointed (if he did, he never showed it up)…Bokap juga tempat curhat gw, satu2nya orang yang gw percaya, en gw ngerasa keilangan banget sekarang ini soalnya ga ada lagi orang yang bisa gw sms pas gw lagi bete en ngasi saran yang kadang aneh en lucu tapi gw banget…that was the unique thing from my dad…
GOD, i miss him so much…i know for sure that Dad now is in heaven with YOU and will always pray for Mom, Adit and me…i just want to say that i’m sorry for all my fault in the past time and sorry if i had ever made him dissapointed in what i’d done or said…
I will always love you, Dad and remember that you never walk alone…
Like you said : Keep smiling… 
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October 20th, 2005 by arthiex
Gak kerasa kalo besok tuh udah 100 hari gw keilangan orang yang paling gw sayangin,who is my lovely Daddy…Bokap tuh orang yang paling sabar, liberal en the most honest person i ever knew…Seinget gw dari gw kecil bokap tuh jarang pisan marah, bisa diitung jari kali bokap marah ke gw en ade gw…Bokap juga orang yang selalu tersenyum en kalo senyum tidak hanya di bibir tapi bener2 senyum yang tulus yang keliatan banget di matanya yang juga ikut tersenyum…selaen itu bokap tuh ga pernah maksa kita buat ngelakuin apa yang dia mau…He gave the final decission to us…pas gw milih skolah en jurusan, gw ga pernah denger bolap ngomong kamu tuh musti masuk sini, musti ngambil jurusan ini en bla bla bla…He gave an advice when i asked him but it was up to me…trus pas nilai2 gw jeblok eb gw sadar kalo gw ngecewain bokap ga pernah bokap marah2 soal itu…He just said that i had to study harder but he didn’t get mad or dissapointed (if he did, he never showed it up)…Bokap juga tempat curhat gw, satu2nya orang yang gw percaya, en gw ngerasa keilangan banget sekarang ini soalnya ga ada lagi orang yang bisa gw sms pas gw lagi bete en ngasi saran yang kadang aneh en lucu tapi gw banget…that was the unique thing from my dad…
GOD, i miss him so much…i know for sure that Dad now is in heaven with YOU and will always pray for Mom, Adit and me…i just want to say that i’m sorry for all my fault in the past time and sorry if i had ever made him dissapointed in what i’d done or said…
I will always love you, Dad and remember that you never walk alone…
Like you said : Keep smiling…
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June 8th, 2005 by arthiex
click-b malang,tanggal 9 juni 2005 tepat tengah malam waktu indonesia barat sambil mendengarkan lagu soundtracknya full house…
i had a lot of problem lately and i couldn’t tell it to anyone even to my closest friend because i’m very introvert and till now i can’t change it but now i’m trying to share my probs with this blog and i hope u who read this can help me…
first of all…i don’t know why but since i was little i never could trust to people even to my best friends…i always made some defence for myself if people get too close (i don’t know if they realize or not)…i always stepped back slowly and made a distance with them…i really don’t like it but it always happens and makes me feel that i am a stranger around people i know well…
second…i had a prob in my house…well, my father is really sick rite now and honestly i’m still not ready if i have to lost my dad…and i know that my mom feel the same like i do…i’m not ready bcoz i want to make my dad happy by seeing me graduate and work as a doctor and still alive when i get married and become a grandpa…
third…i felt i was in a strange environment when i went home few days ago…i just felt that people in my house especially my brother didn’t care about me…
well, that’s all…i feel much better by writting it bcoz i’m afraid if i keep it just for myself one day it will blow up and i don’t want to even think about it if that happen…
so, for u who read this i hope u can help me…please…
thanks a lot…GBU
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May 21st, 2005 by arthiex
Tengah malem wtu malang di warnet baru, 22 Mei 2005….
Gw pegih ngenet ma QQ tapi gak dapet tempat di click-b so we tried new place (suer….ga enak!!!ga 2x dech…) en then as usual gw buka email…ternyata banyak email masuk yang blon gw baca (iyalah….dah lama benget gw ga ngenet getu loh!!!)…then….taratata (with the sound effect also!!!)….ada email dari WYD yang ngabarin kalo gw keterima jadi volunteer (hmmm….my dream come true pisan dech!!!asik!!!)….but….gw jadi bingung (duit ga ada, ngorbanin eSPe lg)…..so qta liat nti dech kelanjutannya….hiks 
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